So, I haven’t blogged in a long while. There have been various reasons for it… some of these reasons have been because of my being busy, others have revolved around my sheer laziness and the fact that I thought I didn’t have anything to say.
Well, here I am now. In a strange role, in a different city… I call it Nod. Don’t ask me why! I’m not too sure myself.
But anyway… was reading about U2’s brilliant performance in Barca… and it kind of brought it all home. I was planning on being there for the second show in Barca, but then here I am. In Nod.
I find myself wrestling with a crisis of faith… of sorts. I want to believe… and I even have reasons to believe… but the sheer uncertainty and certain non-events from the past haunt me. “What if you faith is worthless,” they say. What if what you have reason to believe in, does not materialize. What if…? And that’s a dangerous thing to do… a dangerous place to be at… and well… dangerous to think about.
But I guess, soon we’ll know. And hindsight is such a lovely gift, isn’t it?
Haven’t read or written anything (well actually did write an article) for a long while now. I feel a little blocked… and a little stifled. Shackled even.
Good things have happened too… I’ve visited a number of foreign destinations, and enjoyed myself. Pakistan won the T20 World Cup.
But here I am now, in NOD, going through a question of faith. Time will only tell what the answer will be.
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